$FIL Seeing you bunch of naive newcomers bringing me all kinds of joy, I still want to thank you.

A little rise and you immediately say it's a pump, a little fall and you say it's a dump. All these different claims are made by the same person, just like watching a two-faced person perform.
Take my advice: if you can't handle playing with small stakes, then don't play at all. No one is forcing you to buy. In the end, isn't it just that you bought a little, hoping to get rich from it, but ended up messing with your mindset? In the end, it's still your own problem. The drama every day is really something.